"Six months had passed 
        when we at last camped on the Jordan River in Utah."
        "Our provisions were 
        running low.  The cattle were weary and footsore, but we were 
        jubilant"
        "At American Forks, a 
        small settlement, attempts were made to reprovision. The Mormons met our 
        offers with sullen shakes of their heads."
        "We went through 
        Battle Creek, Provo, Springville, Spanish Fork, Salt Creek, and 
        Fillmore, then we reached Mountain Meadows."
        "Near the lower end 
        the valley tapered to a mere three or four hundred yards, as a gap led 
        out to the scorched sands of the desert beyond. A spring made this 
        section of the meadow a natural camping ground. Here we halted to rest."
        "The day before we 
        were to start was spent in a final check. Every family was on ration. 
        Most of us sought our blankets not long after sundown."
        "I awoke early, a 
        coffee aroma permeated the wagons which had been drawn up in a 
        helter-skelter fashion".
        "Suddenly there was a 
        rattle of gunfire from the hillside nearest our camp."
        "Whooping savages 
        tumbled down the slope and sliced off our milling stock."
        "The men worked 
        frantically, shoving the heavy schooners and carriages into the form of 
        a huge corral. A few, armed with long rifles, stood on guard. The last 
        wagon was in line when the main band of savages charged down the 
        mountain side yelling and shooting. Rifles began to bark along the 
        train. The attackers hesitated before the viciousness of the fire and 
        fell back.  The respite gave us time to dig in. Under Captain 
        Fancher's direction the wheels of the wagon corral were locked together 
        by means of  chains. Others hurried out with picks and shovels and 
        dug feverishly to throw up a breastwork. Even the women helped."
        "We were on a travel 
        route and it appears that all we have to do was to stand the indians off 
        until help arrived."
        "The sun tortured us 
        with intense heat. By midday it was almost unbearable, and we were 
        almost out of water. Later in the day, the last brackish water was 
        consumed."
        "On the evening of the 
        third day the indians made their most determined attack. Crouched low, 
        they circled about the train, shooting inaccurately. The Meadow offered 
        little cover and our assailants felt the lash of the corral 
        sharpshooters. Back they went to the hillsides, carrying  their 
        wounded with them. The seige was on again."
        "The fourth day was 
        the worst of all. The wounded were actually dying of thirst. The entire 
        caravan was weak from lack of water."
        "The morning of the 
        fifth day dawned. Our resistance was crumbling rapidly. Our ammunition 
        was nearly gone. The stench of our unburied dead was in our nostrils. 
        And always with us was the agony of thirst."
        "The cry of a sentry 
        shook us from our stupor. Two men mounted on horses and bearing a white 
        flag, were advancing towards us."
        "In a twinkling, hope 
        transformed our ranks. We cheered weakly. The horsemen came on at a walk 
        so slowly I thought they would never reach the corral. A square-made man 
        with an air of authority dismounted, smiling at our greetings. He left 
        his companion with the horses. Captain Fancher stepped forward. The 
        stranger took Fancher's hand. "John D. Lee", he said, Indian 
        Commissioner for this district".
        "Eagerly we crowded 
        about him. He explained gravely that the Paiute indians were rebellious 
        and difficult to handle, but he believed he could persuade them to 
        parlay. In a lengthy conference between Lee and the men of our band, he 
        gained our complete confidence."
        "When the Indian 
        Commissioner rode off our hope and prayer went with him. He was gone two 
        hours."
        "He came back at a 
        gallop, a wagon following his dust. He said, "they've agreed to let you 
        go if you'll surrender your arms." At first the men objected, then 
        finally agreed to the terms. Slowly they filed to the wagon Lee had 
        brought with him, rifles clattered in the bed."
        "John D. Lee smiled 
        grimly and and nodded to the driver. The wagon rumbled off over the low 
        rise. Mounting his horse, Lee spurred a short distance from the corral. 
        He rose in his stirrups and shouted, "Do your duty."
        "Bewildered, we stood 
        there. The indians, shreiking, shooting, and yelling, tumbled down the 
        slopes triumphantly. For a moment the entire wagon train was frozen in 
        immobility."
        "I started to follow 
        my mother and stumbled. The last I saw of her, she was running toward 
        our carriage with little Billy in her arms. And the indians were upon 
        us."
        "Now I could see that 
        they weren't all indians. Whites had painted themselves to resemble 
        their savage companions. WIth bloodcurdling yells they leaped on the 
        defenseless pioneers. I sought shelter under a wagon and peered out 
        between the spokes."
        "I saw my father fall 
        to the ground."
        "The indians and their 
        white companions killed and killed. The sight of blood sent them into a 
        fanatical frenzy. One huge white kept shouting "For Jehovah."
        "The fiends slackened 
        their butchering only when there were no more victims. Dripping paint 
        and blood, they stood panting, searching for any signs of life among the 
        hacked and clubbed bodies."
        "A white man took me 
        by the hand and led me to a wagon where several other children had been 
        placed. I found my sister, Sarah Frances, there."
        "As we left, the 
        indians and whites were completing their looting.  Some of the 
        disguised Mormons were washing their paint (off) at the spring."
        "Our wagon creaked to 
        the Hamblin ranch a mile away where it discharged its sobbing cargo."
        "We were held at the 
        ranch for several days while the Mormons debated on how to dispose of 
        us."